God Is Doing a New Thing

In Isaiah 43:18-19 God says: Forget the former things;do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland. ~ God is doing a new thing in my life. This blog chronicles my journey to become more like Jesus in all respects. This blog began in November of 2006 and continues. Food, eating, and body issues have remained my greatest nemesis. Nevertheless, God is transforming my life.

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My day got away from me...all in a GOOD way.

Our horses actually got to BLESS another family. It was SO awesome! I was so blessed...I tell you, after all the time, money, effort we have put into them, it was so RICH to be able to see other people on TWO of them at once, smiling as they went. YAY! (In the picture below, my dark horse, Harley, carries my daughter. He actually carried three different people today...two brand new beginners and my daughter who hasn't ridden him much at all...and Breezy the white horse has my daughter's friend. It was SO cool! My ponies were SO GREAT today! Thank you Lord!!!)



Then a trip to the lake, McDonald's with the family and off to a community co-op vegetable garden for our church's feed-the-hungry program...Such a great day with family and friends!

THIS IS GREAT! But God showed me something...I had a chance to tell someone I interacted with during the day how I saw her when I first met her (and how I still see her). I don't know her well, but she is beautiful, strong, and absolutely healthy, and vibrant looking. I see one of those kind of "California girl" looks that most women would love to have...But she doesn't see herself that way at all. I wanted to cry...it made me sad the way she sees herself ...well, it is a lie from the pit. I wanted to tell her NO! That is a LIE!

God gently pointed out to me that I believe similar lies...that I see myself through just as warped a lens as my new friend does...wow...that really brought home just how deceived *I* might be...But then I also realized...I am still hyperfixating on appearance. I am called to let it go, warped view or not...let it go, let it go, let it go...other things are SO much more important! Oh my!!!!

Always a journey!

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BEFORE

BEFORE
June 2006

Progress...

Progress...

Progress...

Progress...

After

After
December 2007

Gone TOO far...

Gone TOO far...
September 2008

Now

Now
A healthier weight than the "After," but I am unsure that this is where God wants me. I may have gained too much due to giving in too much to what *I* want!

About this blog

Some of you may be coming to this blog for the first time or may not have a clue what Thin Within is. You may have done a Google search for Christian dieting or diets or bible based weight loss. The great news is, Thin Within is even better than a diet or weight loss program! Totally based on biblical principles, the message is refreshing and freeing!

Thin Within is a book by Judy and Arthur Halliday and it is also a website available at http://www.thinwithin.org/. It is an approach to life--not just eating. It is surrendering who I am to the Lord, inviting him to invade my life completely. He becomes my sufficiency, my satisfaction, my strength. When I am excited, depressed, anxious, instead of turning to food, I learn to turn to Him to satisfy the heart hunger.

Thin Within teaches me to eat only when I am physiologically hungry and to stop eating when I am physiologically satisfied or not hungry any more. We call that 0 to 5 eating.

No foods are "off limits." So I released 100 pounds while eating chocolate, pizza, mexican food, McDonalds french fries (don't be disgusted! LOL!).

As time progressed, however, I found myself gravitating more towards more beneficial foods. I still eat Godiva chocolate and french fries (have had both today, in fact), but the goal is that NO food will have mastery over me.

This way, not only is the weight released from my body, but it is done in such a way that I can live this way for the rest of my life. I released all of the extra weight by eating normal foods only when hungry. While I live a relatively active lifestyle, shedding the extra weight involved no obsessive exercise. If I have a more active day, I am likely to be hungry more frequently. If I am hungry, I am free to eat! No calorie, fat gram, or point counting.

I am free!

Once I am no longer hungry or "satisfied" I stop eating.

The trick is all those other reasons many of us eat! My heart is to turn to the Lord anytime I have a desire to eat when I am not physically in need of nourishment.

Thank you, Lord, for relieving my body of 100 pounds!

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